Since I'm not meeting my boyfriend today, I'm going to spend time on myself for a change. So much has happened and I'm going to sort out the things in this delirium. I need to listen to the train of thoughts in my head for once and be on my own, while nobody else knows where I'm at. No one else surrounding or distracting me. Nobody else..but me.
I have a lot to think about, I think.
I've changed. I know I have. At least I think I do.
But it's ok. Things happen for a reason, I wish I knew what that reason was. Because when I start to understand, then things will fall into place again. I hope it does. That's all I can do...for now.
God, I am so so tired. No one enjoys moments of solitude. No one.