I WANT A TIME OUT. I NEED A REAL VACATION. I REAL BREAK FROM THIS WORLD. I WANT TO SLEEP WHEN I WANT TO, AND NOT KEEP MY EYES OPEN FOR CLASSES OR ASSIGNMENTS. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO EAT WHEN I WANT TO, RATHER THAN STARVE. I WANT TO PLAY THE PIANO AND ENJOY RATHER THAN HAVE THE FUN GET ALL SUCKED OUT. I WANT TO SMILE AND LAUGH AND MEAN IT EACH TIME I DO SO. I WANT TO CRY SO HARD, UNTIL I'M ALL DRIED UP OF TEARS. I WANT THIS STUPID HECTIC AND STRESSFUL LIFESTYLE TO END. I DON'T WISH TO HAVE TOO MANY COMMITMENTS. A DIPLOMA IN SOME COURSE I NEVER WANTED TO ENTER IN THE FIRST PLACE IS ENOUGH. I CAN'T DO SO MANY THINGS AT ONE GO. I NEED AN ESCAPADE. I NEED SOMEONE TO BRING ME SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY, LET ME HAVE ENOUGH SPACE TO HAVE SOME THOUGHTS AND DWELL UPON THEM. THE ONE WAY TO RUN AWAY IS TO LITERALLY RUN A DISTANCE.
I WOULD SWITCH PLACES WITH ANYONE WHO HAS A LIFE SO EASY. ANYTHING WILL DO. AS LONG AS I'M RESCUED FROM THIS MISERY. :(:(:(:(:'(
I MISS YAZID YAHYA. I MISS MY GIRLS. I MISS HAVING A LIFE WHERE TIME WAS ON MY SIDE DAMN IT.
This is where I portray the many unfolding chapters of my life, in mute.