This is where I portray the many unfolding chapters of my life, in mute.

I am the weird and distinguished one. I play many roles in life, but
I like being Me.

Jann, 20, incomprehensible.
27th November.
♥ Abdul Hadi Bin Roslee.
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I just don't get it. I really don't. I don't get why the sudden odd behaviour, I don't get why that familiar sense of awkwardness but obvious problem beneath the surface. I don't get what happened. I don't get how this is how it's turning out to be the one last day before a month of no contact, or meeting up at all. I just don't get it at all. And it hurts, so bad. There's just one more thing I'm confused about.

I don't know if I should feel confused at all. I just don't get it.

How do I get through this on my own? Dear God, I'm on my knees begging you for mercy, please help me.